:)

Sick of eating.Sick of not eating.
Sick of not sleeping.Sick of being tired.
Sick of my body.Sick of my face.
Sick of my mind.SICK OF MY FAMILY.
Sick of being lazy.Sick of being fat.
Sick of being uncomfortable with who and what i am.
Sick of never accomplishing anything i try for.
Sick of of the misunderstandings.Sick of the lies.
Sick of being helpless.Sick of being depented.
                       Sick of me!

Please..

Να ουρλιαζεις "σε παρακαλω κρατα με"
και αυτος περνει παλι το παρανοικο του χαμογελο και σε σπρωχνει να πεσεις...

You've gone away You don't feel me here anymore

he's climbing on ur windows choppinur people up,choppin choppin
so u better hide ur kids,hide ur wife,hide ur kids,hide ur wife and hide ur husbands cause he's slicin everybody out there:O u don't have to run and confess we're looking for u,we're gonna find u,we're gonna find u,so u can run until that,run until that run until that knife knife knife knife knife
i guess there's one more good reason to lock ur doors at night *screams*the knife got away leaving behind evidence i was attacked by some idiot in the kitchen. U'RE AN APPLE,U'RE ANN APPLE U'RE AN APPLE-KNIFE!!!:O He’s climbin’ in ur windows,choppin’ ur people up,choppin’choppin’..so u better hide ur kids,hide ur wife,hide ur kids,hide ur wife and hide ur husbands cause he's slicin everybody out there:O u don't have to come and confess we're lookin for u,we're gonna find u,we're gonna find u so u can run and tell that,run and tell that,run and tell that,knife knife knife knife knife!!!

you are not there...

-everynight i wish to wake up in your arms

- every morning i open my eyes and i face the nightmare

-you are not there..and everything was a dream..

i will make it

 i feel dead..
 scared
 alone
 unprotected
 i feel anyone can play with me
 then throw me away
 everyone can hit on me
 everyone can laugh of me..

i'm so cold..

so cold..so pale..so careless..so DEAD

and noone's telling me it'll be fine.. i'm not even believing it myself

nobody to Hug and hear one "i'm with you"

i swear

 i just swear

 sometimes i feel 

 like i can't anymore..

 but I-WILL-MAKE-IT..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fuCAjTbRfL8

I cannot be forsaken

torture is beautiful
 i taste it on my own skin..
 i know how it is to watch a smile of a person..knowing it cuts you in the most deepest of your soul..but still loving to see it
 so..i know what u feel..

-Kill me

-No..

-Why?..

-Death,isn't a solution..

-then whats the solution?

living a life in pain?..

can't take a breath without feeling his smell?

living a life just wishing him near but never having?

that is cruel..it's like putting a little kid to watch a toy

so close of it..

but without reaching it

just smelling

without even touching

wanting it so badly..

but never have it...

Through Hell

you and your broken heart

 and it's crying with it's last powers

 "save me.."

 and you can't..

 nothing cuts more..

 the last chance of surviving is slipping throught your fingers..

 and you feel like falling throught Hell

 Isn't?

and throught all this time..just a song is in my head..'fur immer jetzt'..atleast for me

"wir sind eins wie ying und yang"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1izTKVOzndw



                                          

Весна-Spring

Spring bursts into our new wind

Coquettish winks

Or wanton burning stream of tears

And it makes us really perceive your every Allo

Sink into your eyes, bottomless pit

And you and I were lucky this spring

And to my great distances

In planes, trains, keep your heat is indispensable

Harder to understand the loneliness

Why we are not together?

The soul sings breathe with me

Soul carries with it one love

Spring,I know that someday you will wake up here

And our room will envelop the pleasant light

I do not for that I would not change your mischievous laugh

And this song to everyone who really loves

Open my house and even speaking with difficulty

I'll call you loudly with a tremble voice

Come on, baby

Spring...

I know you do not sleep right now

I do not sleep right now

I did not sleep here now

Spring,Soon the summer and the rest

We share with you

The sky is bright, funny shroud

Time will give you,everything you ever wanted

Say that there is

Slowly going crazy

The air is clean and spark-eye

Part of them and of us

As a wall strong - strong love

Nights, days, snatches of conversation

Silent is my story

You guess without the words

Spring,I know that someday you will wake up here

And our room will envelop the pleasant light

I do not for that I would not change your mischievous laugh

And this song to everyone who really loves

Open my house and even speaking with difficulty

I'll call you loudly with a tremble voice

Come on, baby

Spring...

I know you do not sleep right now

I do not sleep right now

I did not sleep here now

Spring..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcklyWVo5mI&feature=player_embedded

Once upon a December

after everything..I just want you all to let you know..that I love him a lot.
And that there's no love without sacrifice. But fight for the one you love.
And if one day the one you love goes away..Don't cry.Be happy he was your.And keep the promises you did to him.Inside his heart he will be happy when he will know you found someone to make your dreams come true.
But nobody knows what the future brings you..So maybe one day you will meet again and..your heart will beat as fast as they did first time when you both met..
And one "I love you" could bring a lot of things from the past..one "I love you" or "I miss you" could mean everything. This is the love..This is the life..